week 43 focus

Another week has past in a split off a second...
Do you know that feeling?
I guess many of you do?
Well I hate that feeling!
Like I do not have the time to realize what I'm doing, because buy that time it's already done...

Monday

Someone told me ones that she thought I should be more clear about the direction I'm going... 
I was not really charmed by it, because I think that that is exactly what I'm about...

I have many interests, and I do many different things also professionally, but I have always felt like that was my way off keeping my life interesting, and being me!( off course I also doubt it all the time :-())!!

Tuesday

But sometimes I also think she must be right!

It sure would save me a lot off time!

Time to spend with friends maybe? Or to spend doing other

things I would love to do but never do...

And probably it would also make my life more simple...

Wich brings us back to last weeks post about simplicity..

Wednesday

Simplicity wich is not my quality, but maybe something I would love to have..

So I wonder again if that friend was right?

Thursday

Should I try to be more clear about the direction I'm going?  Making my life more simple, so that I can make it one of my qualities?

Or should I keep on going my way, chaotically and all over the place???

Friday

I really don't know, because as off course it feels like my life is just flying past me... 

At the same time I cannot imagine another way of living?

Saturday

I have to admit there are times where I think I'm gonna drown, but there are also times that I feel like I'm sailing a ship that cannot sink ;-))

A little bit like being manic I guess :-))

So If anybody has an answer for me it's more then welcome...

Sunday

I love my life, but at the same time I hate the feeling that it passes right by....

Thanks for reading

and see you next week