Week 37 Home Sweet home?

Hello all you special people,


I guess this week I would like to continue a little bit on my story of last week.

As a person being used to traveling it's not always clear if the sound off ' home sweet home' is really what I am hearing...

Monday

As I already said I have traveled a lot before we got the kids, and we still do, but a lot less..

And home has definitely become much more home then it has ever been before.

But there is something about this other life that I have...

Tuesday

When living that life, sometimes I forget there is a home...

That life is so consuming, sometimes it makes me very confused...

Like having two personality's...

Wednesday

It's funny how we keep on calling it work, 

but it's really not just work... 

It's a life style...

Thursday

There was a long time when living that life,  I was thinking 'I should really get out before it's too late'

I worried about it...

Friday

But then suddenly we had kids and everything changed...
I thought: ' heh is that it? it's actually fairly easy!'

Really I didn't realize it wasn't over, and I actually was already infected...

Saturday

So it happens when I'm out there, that I get all confused...

I love home, and off course it's my sweet home with my sweet kids..

But at the same time traveling feels also a bit like home... my other sweet home

Sunday

So how do I deal with that?

Is it really normal to be confused?

Should I feel guilty?

The only answer I can find is that maybe being infected is not such a bad thing. 

And if we manage to combine both life's it should all be fine...

It's all a matter of keeping the balance wright.

And not loose myself in one home nor the other... ;-)